Forgive me Allah, because there are loves beside you. I only man who has love although I know that it was wrong, but actually I don’t want to love someone. It sources from inside my heart. Guide me to love you, just love you and my prophet “Muhammad Saw”. Loving you and your prophet is my priority in my life, but it is difficult for me because temptation is surround me. I just love world which is false, my life only desire to reach world.
Therefore, I will make my parent happy from myself I promise it. I am going to hard work and hard effort to make them proud of me even though I’m sure that it’s not easy to me. I have to spend my time to earn money and only focus to my purpose. Second, I will give my sister and brother the good thing. I am the first child from three brothers, but until now I can’t make them proud of me yet. As the first child I had had to give them the best thing.
I hope that I only focus to my aims to become the good person without doing something’s wrong. Even thought temptation is surround me I must be defensive. I know that you love me, of course you give me examine to become the good person. I’m ready if you always give examines all the time because I’m sure that you want to rise my statue.
I realize that I used to commit so much something’s wrong. I just wasted my time, I always forgot you, and I leaved my obligation as man. But now, I promise to you I don’t want to commit something’s wrong again and I will be focus to reach your heaven. I hope that I will together with people who have the good person, in other to become as them.
Allah guide me to your heaven and together with my prophet Muhammad. I really miss him. I want to meet him although only through dream. I just know my prophet from the books and heard from my teacher. I’m sure that he better than I imagine that.
Finally, Thanks Allah for all the time, health and faithful you give to me. I’m going to utilize it and I will attempt to become the good person as long as I can.